The past year in retrospective

This past year has been crazy. It's been ridiculously hard, incredibly fulfilling, filled with love, filled with frustration, and I could go on and on. I'm at a HUGE crossroads in my life right now. I'm left with decisions I need to make that will decide if I fail or succeed in what I want for my immediate future. Today I am thinking and sincerely praying about this-declaring and desiring that certain things I am in control of will change for the better. With God's help, friends and accountability I can do this. I've learned I can't do much on my own, not created to. Today is a really good day for me with clarity, thought, prayer, searching and seeking, and accepting love, grace, forgiveness, and direction from my Father God who I more than words can describe want that relationship to be my everything.
The past year has given me painful health concerns, times of utter desperation, times of indescribable joy and fulfillment. God has graciously blessed me with some wonderful friends who have helped me through it. Two in particular that have gone into painful places for themselves to help me through. Without these two things would be drastically different. It's biblical community at it's best. Today I am excited because I believe there is great potential for me. I'm excited to move to a new stage in my life even though leaving my current situation is tough. I know it's right. I'm praying that before much longer I will be serving in Orangeburg, Sc at a church that I believe has great potential and I'd love to work at. Lots of questions for me to answer of myself first, things to do but getting excited about the potential.
So for the rest of today I will continue to pray, read, seek, make good decisions that I WILL keep and look forward to what's to come.